thirty: three zero   Well, I’m thirty.  I have officially begun my 31st year.  Physically here on this earth. Honestly, I was excited to turn 30.  I know, right?  Who am I? However, I had this picture in my head when I was younger of what a 30 year old was supposed to be.  Not … Continue reading thirty

6 months. Half a year. 180 days. A couple of months ago, I was given the best analogy from a dear friend for the feeling I've been experiencing the past few of months.  You know, the feeling when you have been out in the frigid cold, your fingers and toes get so cold and numb, … Continue reading six

"Turns out life isn't routine if you're doing it right.  It always surprises you.  And that's a surprise I don't hate." {blackish} I haven't written in awhile... September has been a very busy month, probably my busiest so far, which isn't a bad thing - it's kept my mind busy.  But it also has distracted … Continue reading Surprise

All the firsts, each milestone anniversary, birthday, life event... I'm constantly made aware of everyone's... as much as I'm truly happy for them, it's so bittersweet. I chose to do life with you thinking I would get to share all of those with you.  But I won't.  One day, hopefully, someday, it will be with … Continue reading bittersweet

Our purpose of this blog was to shed light on our lives and hopefully help others going through a similar situation. However, since Kenny's passing, my personal hope for this blog is to show anyone who takes the time to read it that life is never perfect, and it is never like you hope and … Continue reading loyalty

4 months before: I had surprised you with what would be our last trip to our favorite weekend getaway spot, Eureka Springs.  I'm so so glad I took the chance and called last minute to see if they had any open cabins... they had 1.  We were able to eat at our favorite local eatery, … Continue reading 4, 3, 2, 1